I have been settled down in taiwan edi ...
but i been very busy this week ,
and a bit tired ...
My uni is having a malaysia group ...
that means all of the malaysian who came to our uni ,
will join this group ,become one of the member ...
and ,of course , me too...
and all my dears,
please not to worried about me ...
all my senior and my roomates,they really treat me very very gud ,
they are kind and friendly ...
so please dun worried about me , k?
i am really alrite here ...
and of course ,miss u all like hell ,
everytime no matter wat happen on me ,
u all are willing beside by me ,
and help me and support me ,
but i will be strong ...
i will try my best let myself be more happy at here ...
and not always remember the unhappy things at malaysia...
and really ....
everyone really treat me very gud ...
and also ,becaause of this ,make me wanna cry ...
not because they treat me not gud ...
because they really too gud ,too friendly...
i really never ever meet this kind of friendly person in my life ...
i am lucky tat i choice here ,
and not follow *** wish...
and i noe this is my problem ...
everyone is saying tat i am to shy and too quiet ...
if i really din talk any words...
i think they may will think i am a mute ...
hahax...
i think who studied in omega will noe tat ...
what is my feeling ...
of course ,jie and jean ,
i think u all surely noe what i means...
just because the over five years,
i am living in tat kind of 'EVIL' environment ...
but can i say evil ,i think almost the same means !
so make me really very careful ...
careful times tens...
to be along with others...
i noe maybe many people wun like me ...
but , i learned tat not to bother ,
just be myself ...
no matter what happen ,JUST SMILE ..!
sometimes i was thinking tat ,
am i living under tat kind of environment too long ,
so make me have this kind of characters...
and i felt sorry too all my senior ...
i i noe i am too weird...
not talk too much ,and not eat so much...
but i really cant control myself to have a wall with them ...
they are gud ,
but i am too protect myself from outsider...
i cant control myself ....felt sorry...
and i wish they can understand me ...
but i dunno how to let them noe what is the reason ...
oh ya , duuno why ...?!
so many people ask what is my surname and
after they noe ,
they will like weird or...
i dunno how to say out tat feeling ...
i just ask myself tat ...
is my surname weird ...or something wrong ?!
and more exagratted is ...
felt like a shout tat i having this surname ...
almost one o`clock edi ...
and tomorrow is going to met bro and mom ,
cuz they are going back on thursdae ,
and i am not free at tat dae ...
i was going to a something like a camp ,
and stay over nite till thursdae ,
so i unable to met up them and sent them back ...
todae entry is too long ....
but just to let all my dear freanz noe tat i am alrite in taiwan...
realy not to worried about me ...
and thx for all the regards & massage
but i really cant reply all of u ...
just forgive me ,if i miss some of u ...
anyway ,
gud nite ...